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Frederick Douglas was decent, honest, smart, brave, and wise. I'll definitely read more by him.

Obviously an autobiography of an ex-slave written in 1845 is not going to be a fun read, even knowing that he survives and even escapes. He is a good writer, though, and a thinker. And he worked under several different slaveholders, so you get an education on a variety of lifestyles available for the enslaved. Also, he was in Maryland, one of the less horrific places, so at least you're not reading about the deep south, but that's sure not saying much. Just knowing that most slaves had it even worse and never escaped is not for the faint of heart.

Reading reviews, this book speaks to different people in different ways. Some people actually thought it might not be that bad to be a slave.

What spoke to me most was the part of his life when he moved in with a couple who had never had slaves before. The wife was so decent he had to learn new ways to interact with her. She was beaming with happiness when he arrived and she started teaching him to read. Unfortunately, this situation didn't last. Her husband not only made her stop the reading lessons, but explained that a) it was illegal, b) if you give them an inch, they'll take a mile, c) learning spoils people for being able to know nothing but to obey the master, so they become unmanageable and thus worthless, and d) 'it could do him [the slave] no good, but a great deal of harm. It would make him discontented and unhappy.'

You can't tell from my excerpts, but most of his writing is very matter-of-fact, letting you decide for yourself what you think of his experiences.

My thought was that slaves are already discontented and unhappy, to put it mildly. Yet Douglass found that this part was true--things became even worse for him in this regard, even while he was treated so much better than at the first place he'd lived.

But Douglass's first reaction was that this vehemence against reading explained a lot, and he decided he'd just been gifted the knowledge of how to find his way to freedom and determined to learn to read and then to write. (His methods were ingenious.)

And the wife didn't just stop teaching him to read: 'alas! this kind heart had but a short time to remain such. The fatal poison of irresponsible power was already in her hands, and soon commenced its infernal work.' I'd already been thinking that the results of the Stanford Prison Experiment apply to slaveholders just like they do to prison guards, and he got to watch it in action.

Another thing that spoke to me, due to obvious modern parallels, was in the appendix which he added to clear up any misconception that he was against all religion. 'What I have said respecting and against religion, I mean strictly to apply to the slaveholding religion of this land, and with no possible reference to Christianity proper; for, between the Christianity of this land, and the Christianity of Christ, I recognize the widest possible difference--so wide that to receive the one as good, pure, and holy, is of necessity to reject the other as bad, corrupt, and wicked. ... I therefore love the pure, peaceable, and impartial Christianity of Christ: I therefore hate the corrupt, slaveholding, women-whipping, cradle-plundering, partial and hypocritical Christianity of this land ... the climax of all misnomers, the boldest of all frauds, and the grossest of all libels.'
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Whenever you wish you had a little more control over your life than it is possible to have just from known facts, like if you want to know more about the future, it can be tempting to turn toward the unproven.

Astrology

I was a little tempted by astrology as a child. I wanted to know what was in store for me. (My parents told me the answer: whatever I want. But what do I want the most? And of all the things I want, which would turn out the best?)

And so I was tempted by astrology until the day when there was a fire in my brother's room (which we did put out). Then, opening all the windows, I stabbed my hand on a cactus. Then, trying to close the garage door I got my thumb caught in the jamb. And that was the one day I got a bee sting. Fortunately, I was still icing my thumb and could also hold the bag against the sting on my lip.

I checked my horoscope for warnings. Nope. It said it would be a nice day for a walk. Wrong--it's better to be home to help put out the fire.

One could argue that whoever wrote that horoscope did a bad job or that although it applied to most Capricorns, there was something rare in the stars for me. Nevertheless, on the basis of this one data point, I am no longer tempted by astrology.

Prayer

Often people resort to prayer when they are out of ideas for directly controlling some aspect of their lives. I did that once. It totally worked, too. Nevertheless, I am no longer tempted.

Murphy's Law

My latest temptation has been with Murphy's law--the idea that if anything can go wrong, it will. Specifically, I like the idea of setting things up so that whether something goes wrong or not, it's a win-win situation.

For example, the one time I lived alone, my sister asked if she could move in with me. I thought it would be fun, but I also thought of one possible bad consequence: if she moved in with me into my one-bedroom apartment, then Murphy's Law says that's when I would get a new boyfriend. And of course, if I said no, I wouldn't get a boyfriend.

I ignored all that and said yes (and I can't remember for sure, but I do think that I did get a new boyfriend during that period).

Nowadays, R. has a job where on any given day he might or might not get called in to work, any given job might or might not take the expected amount of time to complete, and he's paid by the hour. So it's a little worrying to set up things ahead of time that he might not be able to make it to. Doing so feels a little like asking for "trouble." A little like having the power to help him get more projects or to lengthen his projects. Why, yes, D., we can meet you at the gym at 4:00. (Probably.) R. has a job at 9:00 that should last only two hours.

No, I don't really think I have the power to increase R.'s income by setting up appointments, but it's fun to pretend like I do.

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