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You know, I don't really care if you're orange or have tiny hands or ridiculous hair or can only make stupid facial expressions. I can forgive you for having a grating voice. I don't even care if you have a big ego or a tiny ego.

And I don't want to punish people or ruin people's days by, say, donating in their name to a charity they oppose or talking people out of showing up for their events. I am opposed to revenge of all kinds. (Except in fantasies. I admit that I love fantasizing about revenge.)

But I am really tired of people not doing their jobs. Not just politicians, but all over our economy. There are so many people out there who need jobs and who are willing to do them that we should not have to settle for slacking, entitlement, or willful refusal, let alone gleeful, self-righteous refusal.

You know those co-workers who are only sick on Fridays. I once had a co-worker who called in sick during the entire week of registration. Uh huh. When she left during a hiring freeze (and I got to do both our jobs for the next nine months), I found that she had never dealt with key slips. She didn't like that job duty, so she just never did it and never found another way to get it done. She just let the stack get ever larger.

I know that some of my friends have the guts to apply for jobs that they don't know how to do. And they sometimes get those jobs. But these are job duties for which they are suited, and they immediately learn how to do them.

If your job is to decide whether to approve someone else's appointee, then you shouldn't ignore it and you shouldn't rubber stamp it. Do some work. Evaluate. Decide.

If you are in charge of regulating something, you need to understand both sides of that regulation. You want to minimize damages to the general public without causing too many problems for business. Not without causing any problems at all for business. People disagree about the best way to compromise between different interests, but it is your job to pick one of those ways to compromise. If you are choosing just one side over the other at all costs, you are not doing your job.

If you are unwilling to do a job duty, you should not apply for that job. If a job duty that you are unwilling to do gets added to your job after you are hired, I understand not quitting right away. But do start looking right away once you realize that you won't be able to negotiate your way out of doing that duty.

This is part of why I never applied to be a graduate coordinator. There are time-sensitive forms that must be signed by the chair. Sometimes the chair is absent during the entire window of time during which the form can be signed. So compassionate graduate coordinators learn to forge signatures. I understand that and even approve, given the conditions. However, I am not willing to forge signatures myself. So I never applied for those jobs. I admit that I didn't lobby for another signature to be accepted, but I wasn't involved in that area myself; I was just kind of next to people who did that, and it didn't occur to me.

Some jobs are really hard and no one could be expected to do all the job duties. You should do at least the most important ones.

If something is against your religion, get a job that doesn't make you do it. If the job makes you let other people do something against your religion, I don't see how that's your problem. If you think it is your problem, look for a different kind of job. There are so many kinds of jobs.

People who do not do their jobs, or do them badly, should be given a chance/warning/training to improve. If that doesn't work, they should be fired or transferred to different jobs that they will do. At the very least, they should have their salaries drastically reduced if those salaries were based on the assumption that they would actually be doing their jobs.

People who break the law should be prosecuted. Breaking the law is more than just not doing your job. So law breakers should not just be fired and they certainly should not be given huge compensation packages for leaving. I keep getting these petitions that say someone has done something horrific and therefore should be fired. No, they should be prosecuted and given a fair trial.

I just found out that one sector of my city's government is doing a great job. I know, shocking! The guy in charge of sidewalks gave a talk at our neighborhood association meeting. They decide where to put new sidewalks based on things that actually make sense like whether the area is high density, low income, doesn't have too many trees in the way, and there's something people might actually want to walk to nearby. They warn you in time to move your plants, they pay for terracing, and they help you move your irrigation system.

Can you imagine a world where everyone competently did their jobs?

To all my readers who competently do your jobs or otherwise make sure that all your important job duties get done, I thank you. And I'm pretty sure that's every single one of you.

Work News

Jul. 7th, 2014 08:34 pm
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I got two interesting pieces of news at work today.

Security Update

For online access to certain kinds of things, like our W-2 forms, we now not only have to use our employee ID number and password but an additional hoop which requires us to check our smartphones for a second secret one-time-use-only password which we also type in.

If we don't have a smart phone, we can receive the password as a text on our mobile phone.

I'm not sure my phone can even get texts. Plus I can't find it. So I sent an e-mail with this quote:

"I have a landline and an e-mail address. Yes, I'm old. Also frugal ... from working here with low pay."

I also asked if we could show up at the Accounting office with a photo ID for our second form of proving who we are.

Yes, we can.

President Fired

The president of the university where I work was told by the Regents that he must resign immediately or he will be let go at the next Regent's meeting (this Friday).

President Powers (who we all enjoy referring to as "the Powers that be") has refused to resign immediately, though he has stated that he could be talked into submitting a resignation that would go into effect next May.

It's all very exciting.

He's not even being fired for any of the stuff he's bad at. The problem is that he's not running the university sufficiently like a low-quality business. Or some political reasons I don't understand.

According to Inside Higher Ed, "Powers has defended the university and its faculty members from criticisms from the governor's allies, who have questioned the value of research and graduate programs that do not bring in outside dollars (in other words, non-science research). He has also defended the need for tuition increases, which have been opposed by [Governor] Perry. Powers has also been a strong defender of affirmative action in higher education, notably in defending the university's admissions practices all the way to the U.S. Supreme Court."

Non-science research?! Tuition increases (and fundraising) to make up for state funding reductions?! Making sure minorities can get in? Also, not mentioned in the article, he thinks that it's not a waste of time for faculty to prep for their classes or do research.

I know! He's basically an embarrassment to all mankind.

The faculty don't want him fired, nor do the students. They have a petition. After three days it still has only 10K signatures, though.

Part of me wants to resign in protest. But then I have a bias toward wanting to quit, so that's no big surprise.
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Today I passed my final and am officially qualified to work the tax prep job. The next step is: I will probably get a call tomorrow about what the next step is.

**

Monday I got an e-mail from my contact in one of the three colleges I have worked with before. And as of five minutes ago, it has been decided that I will do some more work for them starting next month. They have had a very high turnover and need some training plus some help getting the new catalog ready.

This will probably be quite a short job, with probably 30 hours a week for two weeks in December and maybe 20 hours a week briefly in the following year, for $20.19/hour.

I really like these fun these little jobs, so yea!

Blog of the Day - The Good Old Days at Ombailamos - "I'm starting to think the single most destructive force in human nature is not violence, not greed, not lust, not envy ... but nostalgia." At least politically. Interesting viewpoint.

Quote of the Day - I found this in How to Say No Gracefully, giving me even more respect for E.B. White (which, who even knew that was possible?):

Dear Mr. Adams,

Thanks for your letter inviting me to join the committee of the Arts and Sciences for Eisenhower.

I must decline, for secret reasons.

Sincerely,

E.B.White
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It seems quite likely that I will be working for the tax prep company with whom I am currently taking a course. And I will get to work at the branch that is in walking distance of my house.

The Client Service Leader for that office just wrote "I’ve been hearing some great things about you and hope that you’d consider working in our office. I should be in Austin on Monday, November 11, 2013 and look forward to meeting you and others in your class."

My instructor said that he is going to be at the same branch and he will be mentoring us. He told me and the gal who is better than me that he would be fast-tracking us so we would not just be working with people with 1040EZ forms the first year.

Woo hoo! Ten bucks an hour! For many, many weeks!

Ahem, of course I still have to pass the final. So far I have a 95%, so it seems likely.

And I have to finish this last module, the longest one of them all. I'm running out of steam, but I guess I'll be fine.

**

Now I'm just wondering if I'll like the job. To me, the hardest part of doing my taxes is getting all the numbers together--keeping track of all the forms that come in the mail as well as any relevant receipts. So all the customers still have to do that themselves. That seems pretty unlikely. What's it really going to be like?

People who do this type of work seem to feel like they get to help people to do things that they need to do but either don't want to or don't know how to, and that it's interesting finding out about the lifestyles of their fellow man. They don't seem to feel that they are always telling people to go home and search for some more papers and make another appointment. Nor do they feel they are always giving people bad news, like people who didn't have taxes withheld from their unemployment or people who started self-employment but didn't know about estimated payments.

I did learn that we are allowed to (and have to) refuse to do forms that we know involve lying, and if we learn about problems with earlier returns, we only have to tell the person about the problems we noticed and the possible consequences. There is no having to turn people into the IRS or call the police, and there is no having to lie because the customer is always right and/or they must get the biggest possible refund.
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Wednesday I went to three job hunting seminars presented by Workforce Solutions. I figured they might be useful but even if they weren't, they'd count toward the five job-hunting activities I'm supposed to do every week to qualify for unemployment compensation. As it turns out, I did learn a few things.

First I learned where the center was. There are three centers in Austin, and it was recommended that I go to the one in the scary part of town (i.e., east Austin, not that far south of 12th Street). It was, indeed, easy to get to, and although I could see the projects all around it, they still look in good shape. More importantly, the center is on an Austin Community College campus which is a rather large oasis, so I felt safe.

Basic Resume Lab

I figured we'd be in a lab entering our information into their system. Nope, the class was a lecture.

I also figured it was quite likely this would be mostly useless to me, but I was wrong. First, I learned about GoodWill's free tutorials on lots of interesting stuff: job hunting skills, different kinds of software and social networking sites, and other odd things like finances. I have not yet tried any of the tutorials, but it looks promising for beginner information.

I also learned a few strategies for dealing with their system that I might not have guessed on my own:
* Leave the Career Objectives section blank unless you are only looking for one very specific kind of job.
* List job skills in the Job Duties section - no one cares what you did for someone else; they want to know what you can do for them.
* Even if you have important skills, don't use any of the skills sections when printing your resume. Instead, include those skills in the Summary of Qualifications section which is front and center.
* Always select the PDF version--it can be read by anyone if you're sending it out, and it can easily more be copied and pasted into a wordprocessing document than the HTML version.

Other things I will have to think about:
* Use only 3 - 5 bullet points per job.
* Use "NA" instead of leaving sections blank. I prefer "n/a." I should probably look up whether there is preferred usage.

Advanced Resumes and Cover Letters

This one was by a different instructor. Here are some things he emphasized that I might not have thought of myself:
* Resumes are forever. Employers can continue doing keyword matching even after the job you applied for is closed. And they will because they don't like posting jobs.
* People do not need to know everything you know or everything you've done. Just tell them what they need to know, when they need to know it--don't let yourself look overqualified.

He emphasized listing key results rather than job duties. I've never thought I could word things like that. For example, I don't know how many course changes I processed or how much more accurate degree audits became as a result. I can't measure how much more competent, efficient, and/or stress-free my trainees were after I completed training sessions with them. I don't think quoting people who've called me a lifesaver or some sort of deity are exactly appropriate.

He likes one-page "combination" resumes where you list your relevant experiences separately from your employment history, but also recommends that you describe what each employer does in the employment history section. I use two-page chronological resumes. (I'm finally looking for work that's quite a bit like the work I just did, so this seems appropriate to me.) And he admits two pages are okay if you really need all that information; it's just that most people don't. I may try to make a resume like he recommends and compare it to the type of resume I normally make and see what I think. I definitely want to try fitting everything on one page and see how I think that represents me.

This class ran over by 30 minutes, so I'd only have to wait 30 minutes instead of an hour for the next class, to be offered by the same guy, so I decided to stay, thus saving myself a trip some other time. Fortunately, I had brought a small lunch (thinking I might need a snack).

Job Search Strategies

First he said than when employers need a new person, they try to find them using the following avenues, from favorite to least favorite:
* the principal (someone who gets it), the owners (who have the most to lose), and the senior department heads (who also have a lot to lose)
* customers (who are vested in them) and vendors (also vested in them)
* friends and relatives (the people who they have been bragging to)
* HR (which are no longer personnel but just screen people out and ensure compliance)
* staffing agencies
* the state workforce commission
* the newspaper

Those first three bullets are networking. The worst-case scenario is advertising the job.

He concludes that you should spend 80% of your day following up with your networks and only 20% of your time on the other stuff--which is the opposite of what most job hunters do.

Unfortunately, his ideas about networking all disgust me. It's a lot of pushy salesman strategies. But I do need to make sure that my work colleagues know whether I'm available and how to reach me. I can't help thinking that all UT jobs have to be advertised, but of course I just got three unadvertised jobs there, so clearly I've been wrong about that. I now think I will used LinkedIn as well as e-mails to accomplish this networking.

There are also a lot of handouts to read (which were not thorough covered in class), so I'll be doing that.

I might try this same workshop at the north Austin location to see how another instructor would handle it.

In summary, this place is not a bad resource. Last time I went there, back when it was located downtown, I found them completely useless. I filled in a bunch of information and they sent me so-called job matches that were barely minimum wage and had nothing to do with my past experience or what I was looking for. I didn't notice any other resources (well, maybe there were some one-page papers on things like resumes and cover letters). But that was over two decades ago now.
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After doing some more research, I've decided to keep my job search quite narrow. Normally this is a terrible idea. However, I have my reasons. Here are my current job hunting goals:

1) Apply only for jobs that can count as service toward my pension. That means anything with TRS or ERS (the latter can be transferred). Why:
a) Every year I work, I qualify for an extra year of retirement pay. (That's tens of thousands of dollars.)
b) Every year I work, I add 2.3% of the average of my 5 most highly-paid years to my retirement salary forever. (It would take quite a lot of savings to generate that much money myself.)

2) Apply only for UT jobs. Why:
a) If my last job where I qualify for insurance is a state job that is not one of the UT system components, I can't get the good, free health insurance. (The alternative is a high-deductible health insurance is fine for now, but might not stay fine all the way until I am 65.)
b) The other UT system components are farther away than I want to commute.

3) Don't apply for UTemp jobs. They do not count toward the pension. I suppose I could get one of these in the near future and keep hunting for other jobs.

This is very limiting. I'm going to a retirement presentation next week to confirm all this.

Linked In?

Jul. 2nd, 2013 09:41 pm
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I'm wondering, should I be LinkedIn? I don't want recruiters looking for me, but is it a thing now where prospective employers look for you and if you're not on LinkedIn, you're not taken seriously? And you're probably fake?

(I know they look for you on Facebook and Twitter to see if you're an idiot. So for those things it's just as well that I have a totally common name so they won't be able to find anything at all.)

I found some articles on mistakes not to make when using LinkedIn. Apparently, you should have a picture.

Me - Robin, you should take a picture of me. But not like this [slouching and making a zombie face from behind my laptop].

Robin - Okay. But you have to be wearing a jacket. And you can't be wearing a shirt with penguins.

Me - But penguins help.

Robin - No. They don't.


Blog entry of the day - from Little White Lion: Mom Asks Son to Clean Bathroom "Like the Queen of England Is Visiting" - What would you do? "Mom meant make it spotless, but he took it a little further…" See pictures! (Yes, they are pictures of a bathroom, but they are not embarrassing. Remember, this bathroom is fit for the queen!)

Seriously?

Oct. 14th, 2011 08:29 am
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It seems like every day I learn something new that makes me say "Seriously?"

Here is a real quote from this morning: "Unfortunately, lower-case ‘c' does come before upper-case 'A' on our database (followed by numbers). Also unfortunately, I have no control over this so it's a training issue."

What kind of raving lunatic decided to make his/her own alphabetization rules? And why in the heck are we using that guy's database?

This is not the only "training issue" in our new "more user-friendly" system we are creating. And guess who has to do this training? At least with obnoxious bureaucracy, we have reasons for the things we do. (Why do we make you bring in your marriage certificate to change your name instead of just trusting your driver's license or your Social Security card? Because we're paranoid. Why are we paranoid? Because sometimes people come in to change someone else's name to their own name so that it looks like they have a degree. See, that's an interesting story, and we look less like unreasonable jerks when I tell it.) I don't like when the only story I know makes me look more like an unreasonable jerk.

We have a severe problem dealing with simple laws of physics, mathematics, and now alphabetization around here, which is especially distressing in an educational institution. I'm dealing with unique numbers that aren't unique. Branching structures imposed on realities that are not branch-shaped. And now letters that don't equal themselves.

Edited to add: After bringing up the alphabetization issue in a meeting, one of the other attendees knew how to handle the situation. Something about making an all-cap version of the titles we are searching and aiming the search at that version but the resulting display at the mixed cap original version. Yea!
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I thought I actually felt my blood pressure explode the other day, but there was a health fair at lunchtime and I got to see that my blood pressure was still fine. Still, I learned that getting my buttons pushed makes me feel kind of like I feel after performing at a music recital: shaky, light-headed, and blood churning. (Not hot, though--still freezing cold in the overly enthusiastic air conditioning.)

Today's 4:00 meeting had the surprising effect of making me feel better than usual at the end of the day. When a meeting is the best part of your day, that's ... sad. We do have good meetings at my workplace, though. Things get done.

Quote of the day - "In an educational institution, I don't know who would say 'I don't want to learn a new thing.'"

When that new thing is how to do a boatload of extremely boring and annoying additional job duties for a person who doesn't have time to do the job duties she already has (and which no one else knows how to do or has time to learn), I actually do know someone who might say that. If she were feeling polite at the moment.

Other quote of the day - "Persons who first become members or return to membership on or after September 1, 2007 are subject to a 5% annuity reduction for each year under age 60 if they retire before age 60 and meet the Rule of 80." - TRS (emphasis added)

Translation: Retiring at 52 as planned would mean a 40% reduction in pay forever if I took a little break. Rats. And double rats.
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Last weekend, Robin and I went to Denver to celebrate his friend T's graduation.

Even though it's summer I wimped out and wore jeans and brought a hoodie because people like to really overdo the air conditioning, like in airports and airplanes. I had already had a pair of long pants packed, but just left them in the suitcase; there was plenty of room. I knew we were going hiking right after we got in, and I'd just have to find a place to change into shorts.

When we arrived in Denver, it was 38 degrees. And the really sad thing is that none of the eleven guests thought to actually look up the weather, so T lent us all an extra layer. Watching us was like watching her closet walking around.

On the way to the mountains we actually drove through snow.



Favorite childhood driving story - M said that when he was a kid, his mom explained that they were about to go under this lake she pointed to. Sure enough, they get to a tunnel and he knows just what's going on. But he wonders why no one on the bus is closing their windows. And that's how he learned that if you driver under the lake fast enough, you don't have to close the windows.

Other fun driving conversations:
R - "Runaway Truck Ramp? What is it, six million water balloons?"
T - "Yep. That's where rivers come from."

[Time to switch lanes]
R - "I'd look for a white car to cut off."
T - "But we're the white car to cut off."
S - "You've cut yourself off."

T - "I can't move back to Texas. No magpies."
M - "But you'll get mockingbirds back."
R - "And grackles."

When we got there, we walked through rain and hail. Tiny, cute hail. We actually liked the hail better than the rain because it would just bounce off of us instead of getting absorbed.

I tasted my first (and second) pierogi. Yum.

We split into groups to explore. My group went to the scenic overlook.



We came back to this.



The next day we went to a party where the host basically begged us not to bring any food or wine. After attending the party, we understood.

Here's what happened. When we arrived, a large round coffee table was completely covered in plates of hors d'oeuvres. As one got close to being only 1/4 full, it would be replaced with a new plate of something different. This went on the entire time that ice cream was being churned on the back porch. They did allow guests to crank the ice cream maker. Then we sat down to dinner were several dishes were passed around. Then they just couldn't help bringing out a couple of more dishes and a couple of more dishes and then homemade peach ice cream and seconds on ice cream and then just a couple of more desserts. Also, lots of alcohol. Many different kinds. Including homemade wine. And commercial alcohols no one had ever tasted, like a couple of lemony things--regular and creamy.

Many people decided that putting Parmesan rind in beans (along with the usual garlic, etc.) makes them taste fabulous. We did agree that mushrooms still warm from cooking in butter are excellent. And lettuces from the backyard are a good idea.

It was clear that these guys love throwing this kind of party. I forgot to pay attention to how much they actually got to interact with their guests. My impression is that there wasn't much interaction before the dinner but that they did get to spend the majority of the time during and after dinner hanging out with us.

Favorite party quote: "The risotto is a bit sticky because my wife's husband didn't finish it right."

About half the guests were vegetarian. And they did not have to go with their usual policy of "Don't ask, don't tell." The host just came right out and explained that the only meat was that on the two skewered dishes. There was no lard hiding in the beans or anything like that. Sweet!

Favorite vegetarian story: One time when these vegetarians were actually in the majority, they ganged up on the meat eaters asking them questions. "What made you decide to start eating meat?" "Do you eat meat for health reasons or moral reasons?" "Doesn't that get boring after a while?" "So, is your diet healthy? How do you get your fiber?" "Do you always have to cook your food? Can't you ever just get something out of the refrigerator and eat it?"

I didn't really expect a three-day weekend with a large group of people, most of whom I don't know at all and only one of whom I know well, to be that fun. Especially since we spent a lot of time driving around.



(I bet no one else even noticed this as we drove by.)



But all of the people were quite interesting and I had a really nice time.

Most of them had serious life goals that made me feel like a lazy good-for-nothing.
* two math lovers, starting graduate programs in math, making me want to check out Mathematics: The Loss of Certainty because of the awesome writing style. One of them is lazy, but this pushes her to discover brilliant ways to get things done - she'd rather figure out an efficient way to do it than just do it some known but mind-numbing way.
* one person in grad school studying how to resist attempts to persuade you. When she finishes her masters, she may get her PhD from a psychology department or a marketing department.
* one person studying birth rituals and how they change when birth gets medicalized.
* one person studying something involving Tibet
* one person writing a new Bible
* one person helping poor people, who will always be poor due to factors like disability and low IQ, teaching them basic survival skills
* one person volunteering in hospitals.

I also got to hear a little Tibetan spoken--it sounds completely unfamiliar to me.

I got to see someone knitting the continental style (yarn in the left hand) who takes her hand off the knitting needle to wrap the yarn just like I do using the English style. She learned to knit by just showing up at a yarn store and asking someone how. And she just started a couple of weeks ago and is already doing stuff I don't know how to do.

I didn't listen quite well enough when hearing about life in Madagascar.

And I end with a picture for the hostess. These white flowers were more spectacular in real life.

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Today I had more thoughts about sabbaticals.

* I could cash in my vacation by just actually taking it.
* But then I wouldn't have a new job afterwards.
* I could just keep job hunting while working. Then I would have a new job and I wouldn't have to get so desperate.
* But then I wouldn't get to take a bunch of time off.
* Or cash in my vacation. Or roll over my retirement money.
* I could request a break in service between jobs so I could cash in vacation money and roll over retirement money. (Don't know if that's allowable.)
* All other jobs are even worse than the one I have (while looking at other job descriptions).
* But my job is making me David-Banner stressed (while doing my job). Every Single Day. I get a big headache or a barely controllable urge to sleep. Not to mention all the growling urges when I have to deal with people doing things that don't make sense. Like keeping old labels around so they can attach themselves erroneously to new courses. Like saying two classes are both the same and different, and I have to figure out how to let them count in audits. Like saying a class is both always repeatable no matter what and also may be repeated only with permission and only when the topics vary. I can't just do my part of today's 300 course schedule changes, I have to keep contacting people and asking them what the heck they are thinking first.
* My life is just going to suck, one way or another, for at least the next 5.33 years.

Stupid brain. Not helping.

Informal class of the day - Solar Design and Installation (Saturday, 11/7/09, 10 am - 4 pm) - "a hands-on laboratory for students interested in training or retraining for a career in the emerging "green collar" industry. It is a unique program grounded in over 20 years of solar installations. Class will include a simple introduction to electricity, photovoltaics, and componentry involved in a solar array. In a hands-on format, it will guide students through the fundamentals of designing and installing their own system. By the end of class you will have received 4 hours of hands-on electrical lab time. Protective goggles, gloves and a plastic apron are required, and will be provided. Students must be 18 or over to register. Class will meet off campus, and will include a one-hour lunch break."  Robin and I signed up; feel free to join us if this sounds fun.

New Duties

Jan. 16th, 2009 08:42 pm
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I'm sending warm thoughts to those of you living your own Jack London tales. Be careful out there. Say dry. Or at least do not build your life-saving fire under a snow-laden tree.

**

My job is very different these days. I don't quite know what I think about it.

I am helping with the project to create a new degree audit system. This week we are putting together a Joint Application Development Group (a.k.a. JAD group).

And today a colleague and I interviewed the last of the six candidates we are interviewing. I've never been on the other side of job interviews. It is surprising how amazing people can be with instant and multiple interesting and useful answers. I hope I've learned a few things for my own use.

Fortunately, it was possible to rank the candidates, and my colleague and I even agreed exactly on the rankings. I can't help fantasizing about getting my favorite candidate on the JAD group.

It would be a lot more fun to have this kind of input and excitement in an area that was of more interest to me, though.
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Three resolutions, in priority order:

1) Fix job. It's usually too stressful for my tastes.
* job hunt
* try to improve current job
* finish getting training modules online (I got another one up today)

2) Fix weight.
* reduce stress eating (perhaps by fixing job)
* limit dessert and other obvious non-diet food to one serving per day

3) Fix house.
* get rid of stuff I don't need (perhaps including clothes that become too big)
* organize the rest
* get plan for remodel

I should also have a fun resolution, but I haven't picked it out yet.

**

In other news, I agreed to do a presentation at my job on budgeting. We have weird little presentations every week (I think I told you guys about the one on riding the bus that I enjoyed, to my surprise) and because someone requested one on budgeting and because I made a presentation on frugality a few years ago, I was approached for this. I do actually kind of have a budget and everything, so that makes me supremely qualified.


Quote of the Day - A co-worker told me, "Someone was looking at my picture of you from last Halloween and they said you look like a very young Margaret Thatcher."

Firsts

Jan. 10th, 2009 01:48 pm
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Neighborhood Association Member

Today I became a paying member of my neighborhood association for the first time. I have mixed feelings about this, but now I am supporting the newsletter, which I love.

I also found out that some of the association's money is going to neighborhood charities. Extrapolating from the Treasurer's report for the last two months (probably unsafe), about half the funds were spent on the newsletter and the other half were spent on donations. I looked up what those were:
* NE Caregivers - "a coalition of congregations and community groups whose mission is to help seniors to live independently" - it's oxymoronic and religious, but sounds basically helpful.
* Care Communities - provides "practical and compassionate support to those living with AIDS" - also religious, but hey, religious people who don't think people with AIDS are going to hell sound good to me.
* Memorial United Methodist Church - the church where the meetings are held
* Messiah Food Pantry - this one's Lutheran and serves 20-30 families each week. I learned from researching this that they purchase food from the Capitol Area Food Bank. Weird, I would have thought it would be free. I suppose it's at least cheap?
* the neighborhood community garden (with apparently no religious affiliations!)

Now that we are members, in six months, we will be qualified to vote on any city initiatives which are passed separately for each neighborhood.

Jury Duty

Today I got my third summons for jury duty, but this is the first time that we have been able to answer the summons online rather than in person. And this may be the first time I actually serve. (The first time I was an alternate, and they never needed to call any alternates. The second time, the issue was settled out of court before it was time to select jurors.)

Interviewing

Yesterday I did my first (and second) job interview as an interviewer. A co-worker and I did the interviews together. I was worried that we hadn't had enough time to prepare, but I think the interviews went well.

We each thought up questions and improved each other's questions. Then we broke them into three sections: introductory questions, questions on things were looking for, and conclusion questions. We picked a time limit for each section so we wouldn't leave too little time for the later section(s). Within each section we ordered the questions by priority so that we could list all our questions, but if we ran out of time we would not have missed asking the most important questions. For some questions where it was hard to get at what we were trying to figure out, we wrote back-up questions in case the answer wasn't useful enough. We tagged each question with who was to ask it.

We also sat right next to each other on one side of the table with the candidate on the other side so the candidate would not have to turn his/her head from side to side like at a tennis match. And we faced ourselves toward the clock so we could keep track of the time more discretely than by looking at our watches.

My co-worker would add follow-up information based on the candidate's answers, and I started doing that too. This was especially the case when an answer showed that the candidate thought the job was something other than what it really was. Instead of sitting there thinking that obviously this candidate doesn't want our job, we would clear them up and ask what they thought about that.

As it turned out, we had plenty of time for all the questions. Things went very smoothly with all three of us interacting smoothly. I feel like I did get some idea of what the person might be like (though I have no hint on whether they are lying or deluded about their abilities).

Actually, I might have some clue. For both candidates I was able to notice something they weren't comfortable with by the way they suddenly got a little more tongue-tied. For example one person clearly would have had trouble with traveling when she thought it might be required every month. But once she got us to clarify that it was once a year, that was obviously no problem. So that made me feel a little less like I might be completely, utterly gullible.
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I checked out a bunch of books at the library to help me prepare to become an adviser. Most are about advising, but I started with Robert H. Miller's Campus Confidential: The Complete Guide to the College Experience by Students for Students.

I can't help comparing the advice in this book to my actual experience as a college student. Before reading this book, I felt that I had done a B- job in going to college. I picked a good college, but I should have looked at more colleges instead of just the ones that sent me material. I should have picked a college where people had more fun. At my school, "I have to study" was the all-constant sacred excuse. I remember once when some college ratings came out, and our college came out with a score of 1 out of 5 for social life, everyone was shocked. Getting a 2 would make perfect sense, but a 1, the lowest possible score?

I maybe should have sought more help in picking a major. I picked the most popular major, the one that 25% percent of all students at my college picked. So in some ways I got all the disadvantages of a small school without any of the advantages (because my classes were all big anyway).

I should have gotten more help in picking a career. So I could get relevant jobs and internships. But it never occurred to me that people could actually help me with that.

I should have done more research. I should have talked to my professors more (none of the three times I tried turned out well).

I maybe should have tried to spend a semester abroad (it doesn't seem like spending my junior year in Arlington, Texas counts).

I should have gotten on the swimming and diving team--I thought you had to be good at sports to join teams, but when I timed swim meets at the end of my senior year I learned that they were desperate for divers. Also the fencing team was desperate for new people. Fencing wasn't my thing, but I should have checked out more sports.

My favorite part of the book is its emphasis on goals. I did actually set goals for myself for college:
* get a degree (which requires picking a major)
* do well in my classes
* learn interesting things
* figure out a career
* get better at talking to boys

I did actually achieve all those things except for figuring out a career (although I did eliminate, one by one, every career I could think of. Twice.).

Besides academic and social goals, the book recommends setting physical goals, spiritual goals, and financial goals. I didn't specifically set goals in these areas, but I did get more active due to the summer job I picked, I did choose a college based partly on religion and did figure out my ideal religion in college, and it went without saying that I would live within my means (though my grandmother worried that it would be hard being surrounded by so many rich people--since they were always studying, it was no problem at all).

To help with my academic goals, I deliberately picked a school that was good at academics, had no sororities or fraternities, and had no football team. And to help with my social goal, I deliberately picked a school with a 50:50 male/female ratio (too many women means not enough practice; too many men means too much pressure) and a school where most people lived on campus (and thus near me, not in some far-away rich neighborhood like in high school). All these decisions did actually lead to me being in quite a good environment. Hearing about all the sex, drugs, and alcohol other people had to deal with makes it clear that my school was an above-average choice for me.

And if I didn't study abroad, at least I went to school in a place where I'd never lived before (not easy, since I'd already lived in Oklahoma, Guam, Louisiana, California, Florida, Illinois, and Texas). (Yea Boston! Excellent choice!)

So after reading this book, I feel better about my choices in college. Maybe I did a B+ job.
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I feel good today. Although I'm still too negative at work, I'm finding ways to make that work for me. (For example, I may expect someone to always drop the ball, which is not fair and which is also depressing, but I now am more likely to have a catching mitt ready, which makes me better at my job and thus happier.)

I decided to focus on making academic advising my next career. I've actually gotten an interview for that sort of job before. It feels like the right compromise between being fun, paying properly, not taking up my whole life, and being possible for me to actually get.

Now that I'm focused, I'm going to do several things I wasn't doing before. For example, I'm going to volunteer more for the Academic Counselor's Association, which I didn't want to do before because I thought I might suddenly stop being a member at any time, when I got my next job. (I am a member now because I work with advisers. Or at least I maintain a tool they use.) Of the two committees requesting new members, I'm going to pick the committee that's fun rather than the committee where they need me more because being in the former is much more likely to demonstrate that I have people skills whereas the latter would just demonstrate that I have skills that are already obvious in my resume.

In fact I'm doing several things like that in the opposite way from the way I normally do them, and it feels good. For example, someone came in and said, "I think X just had a nervous breakdown at the big meeting." So I suddenly decided not to use X as a reference for the resume I was working on. I was remembering that X doesn't do well on the gossip circuit (though I still don't know why). So I'm using Y instead, even though Y probably knows me only half as well as X does. Because even though how well they know me should matter more, people probably don't say much when they're references anyway, and often they don't even get called, so picking people who are well-regarded is probably the wiser strategy (so long as you're not being obviously whacked about it, like by listing the President, the Pope, and Bill Gates as your three references).

Also now that I'm focused, negative thoughts about how much I might turn out to hate being an adviser are just rolling off me. Before last week, every time I really imaged actually having some job other than the one I have, it just seemed terrible. (It only sounded good if I was really imagining having some other job, and so it was the other job that was seeming terrible.)

I heard about a study where they found that people who expected to be about to do something thought more highly of that something than people who didn't expect to be about to do it. (People had been randomly chosen to be told that they were about to do this thing, of course.) It's like your brain helps you deal with reality by trying to convince you that it's going to be fun. I think that might be happening to me. That means I might just be fooling myself into thinking I might like advising when I really wouldn't, but I don't care. (See? Rolling off.) I liked being a camp counselor a lot, and that sounds a lot more scary than advising does when you don't really know what you're doing. For example, academic advisers deal with adults who are at least technically responsible for themselves--at camp, anything bad that happens is the fault of the adults.

I applied for a second advising job in as many weeks yesterday, and today I realized that someone I know works in the same area. So I told him that I'd applied for that job opening and got lots more information about it. I don't think he'll actually talk to the people who do the hiring (which would have been nice because he likes me and actually e-mails me with some of his questions), but it was still good to learn more.

Sweet potato update - The sweet potato casserole was definitely overcooked, but it had a good flavor. I'm thinking for next time to use butter instead of olive oil, oats instead of flour, and don't chop the nuts so finely.
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The family lore says I hate change and that I've always hated change. When I was born, I refused to breathe for a while. I never had to breathe before, obviously, why start now? Just let me back in that warm place.

I'm now above average at handling moving (having practiced so much), but the first time we moved, I screamed for hours and hours. I think it might have been two or three days. My poor mother!

Today I realized that maybe it's not change I don't like, it's having things break. You know, like perfectly good umbilical chords. I dread when someone says we're going to update some software. I now realize that my feelings are not because I fear change or I hate technology but because I know the new software will be buggy. So things that used to be somewhat time-consuming and alternately boring and frustrating become extremely time-consuming and alternately boring, frustrating, and impossible. I actually like progress. Of course I like progress. What I don't like is regress.

I have lived through two software changes in my current job and really want to get out before the mother of all software changes (from the perspective of my job) gets started. I just don't have it in me anymore. Maybe it's because I found two broken things today, within 15 minutes of each other, right when I thought I was going to have time to work on my favorite job duty. It's not so bad in a new job where I'm used to being ignorant and incompetent. But after eight years I should know what I'm doing enough to actually be able to just do it and not still be banging my head against the wall.

The only time I ever quit a job without having another lined up was when I realized I could never reach the bare minimum of competence I wanted to reach. (I timed how long someone was waiting in line at my grocery store register and it was 30 minutes. Even if I became as awesome of a sacker as the most awesome person I've seen, I couldn't have brought it down to less than 25 minutes because everyone had such gigantic cartloads at that store. That's not acceptable. It's depressing. I'm getting that same feeling now. I just don't have the proper tools to ever be able to do as good of a job as I want to. Especially when they keep breaking and re-setting the tools.)

I am tired. My head hurts. If only I could live on $300 per month, I could quit working forever.

**

Robin and I recently discovered the TV show "Chuck." It's about an underemployed geek who is forced to do spy work. And hang around hot babes. And also Adam Baldwin, playing someone Jayne-like again (though not as funny as Whedon used to write Jayne).

I love that Chuck is awesome at his job--he's both technically adept and good at dealing with customers. Also, the plot is always surprising me. Also, the computer stuff isn't so fake that it annoys even me (except one time they just couldn't resist "enhancing" a photo to discover more details--grr). And there's some "Office Space"-like fun-making of an all-too-common work culture. Some of the characters are hard to like, but they are mostly harmless and don't bring down the show too much.

The show is in its second season. Deb-Bob says, "Check it out!"

**

Okay, enough with the plummeting. It can stop now. I have now lived through a big, scary stock market plummet. I've checked it off my list. See? Checked off! Done! Ready to move on.

Conference

Oct. 3rd, 2008 10:00 pm
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The reason we went to Oklahoma was so I could attend a 2.5-day conference for math teachers. I learned a few interesting things. For example, one presenter said it's better to have the students struggle with a problem first so they will hear your lecture better than it is for them to listen to a lecture first and then struggle with problems.

I also learned that there are now some educational math games that don't totally suck. When I was a teacher's aid in 1985, one of my job duties was to review some educational math games that one of the teachers had collected. They all sucked. None of them taught any math, and math had nothing to do with the goals of the games. Basically, you had to answer some math questions right to be allowed to play the next part of the game. Once you got past the math problems, some of the games were interesting, but some weren't.

The games I saw in a presentation still didn't teach math, but knowing math was directly relevant to the game. Imagine, for example, a bingo type of game. Now imagine that instead of some guy reading off a number and a letter, you get two dice. You can add the two numbers, subtract one from the other, make one an exponent of the other, multiply them, etc., to get lots of possible answers. Then use whichever answer gets you the best spot on your card. Knowing (and doing) more math improves your odds. And each game is played by two teams of two, taking turns, so that there is discussion going on across the table and thus the possibility of additional learning. Not bad.

Of course I also saw some things that made me cringe. There's an entrepreneurial game where it seems like people learn all kinds of cool stuff by simulating running an actual business. Unfortunately, the business is making and selling friendship bracelets. Friendship bracelets are not for selling! They are for giving! Missing the whole point of friendship bracelets.

I won't even talk about the cringeworthy (lack of) math skills that popped up here and there.
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It's the first month of the new fiscal year, so I'm now actually earning my raise-adjusted salary.

In addition, I've just completed 20 years of state service. That means that not only do I get the legendary state holidays and 8 hours per month of sick leave, I am now earning 15 hours per month of vacation leave (up from 13 hours last month). (That's basically a full month of vacation per year.) I can also roll over 388 hours of vacation each year instead of 340. Since we get paid for unused vacation when we leave, this (in addition to my raise) makes it possible to get a higher payout. Finally, I also get an additional $20 per month (before taxes) of longevity pay.

I also like to compare my salary to that of teachers. The new salary schedule of my local school district is now online showing no change at all for this year, so I am not only still making more than first-year teachers with bachelor's degrees, I have once again passed first-year teachers with a master's degree.

However, apparently tax rates and salaries are still being negotiated and will be on November's ballot. I think the proposed salary increase is 3%. But even if teachers do get that, I will still be barely ahead of first-year teachers with master's degrees. Ha!

It is a sick race, but there you are.
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Today we were learning a dance move that takes a lot of space in one dimension, but not much space at all in another dimension. Imagine two people holding their arms out to their sides and standing side by side. They could cut off all the traffic in a ballroom (like they could in a roller rink). Or they could turn that position 90 degrees and move it toward the center of the room. Then they become a pretty small target.

Pretty! (smiley face)
Small! (smiley face)
Target. (scared look) In a room full of human tornadoes, by which I mean couples dancing Viennese waltz, it is good to be as small of a couple as possible.

**

My interview went fine today, though of course it could have gone better.

I learned two interesting things. One is that 80 - 85 percent of the people who start the training program complete it successfully. That's higher than I would have guessed. Most of those who don't complete it successfully just find it too difficult, no matter how hard they try. But many don't quite have the people skills.

The other is that the competition can be fierce, but if you don't get selected, your test score is good for two years and so you can just call for another interview. I asked how competitive it was. I didn't get numbers, but I did learn that having a PhD in mathematics or neurobiology from a good school makes you look good. If you're competing against those guys in one round, you hope the competition for the next round isn't so intense.

I can expect to hear something in three to four weeks. By which time Robin says I should have another job. Hee.

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